Um...6 years later??

6 years it's been since I posted on this blog. I just read the last entry- I can't bellive its been that long since I went to mini-rehab.  I can barely remember it.  Nanaimo was a toxic place for me back then. Bad break-up, lonely, and desperate to meet friends. 
But god- that was 6 years ago and that kind of blows my freaking mind.  What have I done in the last 6 years?  Best not to think about it. Most of my time has been spent watching tv, getting chubbier and chubbier, wallowing in anxiety on and off...and trying to be a people pleaser. Ugh.
That is depressing.  On the plus side- I am going to Sask oin one week to paint Luke and Lindsay's new property. And in one month, I am going to Ireland for one and a half weeks.  I am terrified because I have never been out of the country aside from a trip to Disneyland in grade 12, and a few trips to Seattle.  2, to be exact.
I am loathe to read the rest of my blog.  It was sooo  long ago and I fear I may have been too open about my private life!  I was pretty balls-out and fearless back then.  I equated being loud and brash with being self- secure. 
Apologise for introspective update.  Promises for hilarity in the future!