So here I go again on my own! Going down the only road i've ever know! Like a prisoner- ah fuck it.

Tell me what makes sense.

Living in Vancouver where I pay 700 plus utilities (about 200). I get to be in Van, which I so want out of. I have a great job that I love. I see so much art. Culture . Blap.
I also find myself growing into a complete racist, which I hate.

Livng in Regina, where I would pay less that 500 for a one bedroom, with a job that is barely about local minimum wage (6.35?) and goes no-where. Though I miss Regina and my way of life and all my friends. I have friends here but they are all getting married(???). To veven suggest my current wage that I make now (though by no means a hero's salary- 28,000) would be proposterous. It makes sense here bc the cost of living is high and so someone with a limited skill set like I have can feasibly exist on that, but in Regina? I think for the same job I would make about 13000.

I want to know what makes more sense. I hate Van. I miss Regina. Maybe I just need to visit Regina and see what isn't there for me anymore. Anbd see my old friend Jason and have him tell me how exciting he is in comparison with van.
Ah..good times.